Friday, 22 October 2010

not yet....

Yeah, it's been a while since I'm updating my blog...
too busy? no...
it's like back in college, when I feel, rather than blogging, I should get my essay done...
*yeah, we already got an essay assignment, but it's okay.... not like writing Malay worldlit assignment, or commentaries in Economic... I should be fine...

The life here in Belfast?
It's great! I love the university scene and more love to the City Centre ...
*shopping... I know, bad habit

I'm also glad even though Malaysian is only a small community here, but we know each other well, and take care of each otBoldher...
* thank you seniors! you guys rock!!

I'm really glad to get to know people around QUB, Elms village (ASH01 G woohhhoooo!!)

I also excited that I have the chance to play basketball here
*miss the game... but also realize I need to work a lot

Of course, I love how QUB Medicine course work...
I wouldn't say I enjoy the lectures.. but yeah, its great *for now...?

so that's all... *like I said I have an essay to work on

Ps: Oh yeah, I notice I'm not taken any pics... should start to do that even with my lame phone camera... I haven't done any vanity update as well...
*I thought about it since I just checked out MAC counter at Debenhams this evening....

Pss: I also enjoy the Giant Causeway Trip (Kembara Northern Ireland, QMC rock!)...
nice view *despite the fact that it is just rocks...
(pics.... facebook... I just rely on people cameras and tagging)

Saturday, 2 October 2010

Settle down in Belfast...

Ok, it's been a while, but I finally have the mood to put up a new post...
a short statement...
which is
" I have settle down in Belfast"

Thank you everyone... MSSNI, QMC , ASH01 ground floor and even fellow course mates for welcoming me here... I'm still new, and it's only been 5 days...
nothing much to say, as everything seems expected...
or that I'm not expressive enough in describing new environment...
I am still adapting...

Oh, to talk about my previous solo journey... not that long just take time to wait for my flight...
It was fine, very lucky to meet a couple of Malaysians....

So, I still have not unpack my stuff and stuff I bought here...even my table is really messy...
and I even did not have the time to put on my makeup as usual ... and my skin still adapting to the cold dry weather.... need a lot od moisturizer and wear less powder...
and I
still have to work on my stamina...Tha's all for now...

PS: Tadi pergi ke QMC reception... malulah pula mengaku suka bersolek dan menyolek depan orang ramai.... tapi memang betul pun hehe...
PSS: I shouldn't have bought an extra Revlon liquid foundation for oily skin, since my skin here is dry...

Wednesday, 22 September 2010

Makeupalley made my day!!

Okay, so it would not be a big deal to anyone else... but it is to me...

remember that I have blog about how I start to LOVE playing with makeup...

at first, because my skin needs a lot of coverage...

and the interest build up ...


but then, to be honest I am not 100% perfectly have time and energy to spend too much on makeup...

so sometime, I wear less...

actually most of the time especially back in college...

but after finishing my diploma, I was on the roll with makeup since I have less thing to think about...

but I forgot that there will be time that I will be out of time with makeup...
and there will be time I am forcedBold to wear less...

so I went up to MAKEUPALLEY.COM and post on the FOTD Board

"less makeup since was on the go...

I have terible acne n scar problem n honestly I can be upset if I was out of time for makeup... so this is me with less makeup and trying to embrace it..."


Then include this picture of me

Of course I still wear makeup...

but less than usual since I was in a hurry...thin layer of foundation, bit of concealer, lil' mascara and lipstick..


what suprise me was the response I get...

even though it's only a few comment, but it is still meaningful...
what I learn is that...
I should not be pressured to wear makeup...
If I'm pressured,
there is no fun and this interest lost its meaning...
but don't worry... I'm not giving up on makeup or I am not also converting to natural look...
I still love makeup...
I still love to do BOLD statement...
I am just reminding myself to have fun and keep sane in playing with makeup...
and tell myself ... "it's okay to wear less, even it will make your acne and scar visible"
and that is how makeupalley has made my day...


PS : I am pretty much ready with my preparation to enter QUB.. just waiting for my visa... then I'll be able to fly to Belfast ... too bad I might miss a few classes since I will be late...

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

Many Things to go through....

Finally, submit pun visa application...
sekarang nak packing?
pack dalam apa?
ouwh.. sempat beli luggage... big and purple... hehe...
but seriously, apa yang perlu dibeli...
kot/jaket...
tak perlu kot... pakai papa punya dulu... nanti beli di sana je..
*besar pun besarlah... anyway, I am Big ~~*
jaket MARA kan ada.. hahaa!
Laptop
mesti... laptop lama dah nazak.. nanti kat ampang point...
thermal wear?
ouwh, got buy some tights and innerwear...
and glove....emmm....
kasut?? what kind eh?
probably better buy there...
BOOKS?
Kedai buku KAMAL...
STETHOSCOPE? LABcoat?
pharmacy should have... I guess
MAMA, please, jangan paksa Nana raya sakan...
even though it's my last raya before going oversea, please understand...
your daughter tak prepare apa-apa lagi...*banyak benda...~~*
and MARA suka surprisekan orang... especially flight..
*but MARA still rocks!*
online registration.... university emails? wa****k?!
s***, banyak lagi kena fikir...
harap-harap VISA application goes smoothly...
harap-harap FLIGHT bukan tarikh pelik-pelik
*not too early, not too late*
Hafiz and Adam, have funlah fly awal-awal...
*tinggalkan aku~~*
PS: Seriously, kalau BELFAST sucks, memang sakit hatilah...
tapi tak kut... seniors kata best... *takkan dorg nak kata sucks pula kan...*
PSS: Banyak berkata kesat pula....
APAPUN
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...

Friday, 27 August 2010

My steps in Makeup Application....

How exactly people do makeup...?
We might ask the pros and usually they say, go with foundation first. Some expert suggest an unorthodox way, do you eyes and come with the skin later. But really, it does not matter, as long as you comfortable and as long as you believe you look good, there is nothing wrong with it....
Then, there is really nothing wrong if you follow a makeup artist advice... well, they do know best.

We can have our own style of applying makeup, different techniques, different tools and different order. Some may use fingers, sponge or brush... some may start with base makeup first, some may start with eye makeup first.


Well, this is my style of how applying makeup
after very much research (youtube, magazine, tv, and makeup store assistant).

Okay first of all, I have acne-prone skin and many scars and all, so I would have medium-full coverage makeup. Some people might think I do unnecessary stuff and I might wear too much but to me, it is necessary. This post is pretty much what I do, I will not talk too much about anything else or this post will be too long.


After cleansing, and toning, I will moisturize and I skip my acne treatment (my benzoyl peroxidegel) because it dries up and make my skin flaky (not good for makeup). Then I apply my sunscreen (I use SPF 50 PA+++, perlindungan terjamin!)


Primer :
Using my finger, I apply MAC Prep+Prime on my face little by little covering my whole face and make sure to smooth it evenly . Then I dabbed little bit of green corrector over reddish spot. At this point it may look patchy, but its okay.






From left : Elianto Foundation Brush, MAC PREP+PRIME, Elianto Green Base Corrector, Revlon Colorstay in Toast


Liquid Foundation:
Then I rub the back of my hand, pour little of my liquid foundation and this will warm it up. I use Revlon Colorstay in Toast (the best affordable full coverage liquid foundation I tried so far).
With foundation brush, dip it into the foundation and apply to the centre of the face to outward direction. To cheeks , chin and finally my forehead, not to forget the eyelids and lips . I will exclude area that are covered by my headscarf like the ears, neck and temple area.
If I’m not satisfied, again pour a little of foundation again, dip my brush and go back to areas that need more coverage... (usually on the U-zone). What is important to me is that, I start on light first and then build up the coverage.



MAC Mineralize Skinfinish Natural in Medium Dark and
The Bodyshop Mineral Foundation Brush

Buffing :
Take very little of MAC Mineralize Skinfinish Natural in Medium Dark using kabuki brush (Bodyshop Mineral Foundation Brush) and buff on to my skin. This willl smooth out the foundation. This may sound harsh for acne-prone skin, but it’s not. The brush is very soft . I use very little of the product since I’m not setting it fully, because I have not done my concealing yet.


Concealing :
For my undereye area I use The Bodyshop Crayon Concealer in 05. I use this before on my pimple but it is too drying for me and become flaky at the end of the day, but I like it
as my undereye concealer. It stays put and the yellow undertone is very brightening for my undereyed circle (and I don’t want to waste it). I dabbed with my ring finger and blend with foundation brush .
The Bodyshop Crayon Concealer in 05, MAC Studio Sculpt Concealer in NW30

Then for my acne and scar I use MAC Studio Sculpt in NW30, which is a better match for my face. Using my finger and dab on the blemishes in the U-zone, nose, around the lips and forehead. I never brush, I JUST DAB... then blend the edges into the foundation so it does not look patchy.

Then,

I go straight with my eye and lip makeup.

After finishing my eyes and lip, I go through around the undereye area and lip area just to clean up any mess like fall-off eyeshadow or smeared from eye and lip makeup (make sure the makeup is not messy).


Then straight to

1st contouring :

Okay, if I straight away apply colour on concealer it may look uneven and patchy.
So just to be safe, I swirl a bit of MAC Mineralize Skinfinish Natural using very fluffy brush (not jkabuki brus) and just lightly dab on the cheeks, tip of the chin and nose bridge just to set the concealers on that area. (again very little of product).
Then I apply my contour powder, highlighter and blusher.

Setting :
Finally, I just swirl my fluffy brush onto the MAC Mineralize Skinfinish Natural and just swirl on my face excluding eyes and lips (I don’t want to ruin my eyes and lips makeup) to set all foundation, concealer , contour colour and blusher. I pay more attention to edge of the lips and under the eye.
Fluffy Face brush and MAC Mineralize Skinfinish Natural

2nd contouring :

I retouch again my contour and blusher .
This time apply it more compare to the 1st.

Why did I put my contour and blusher first and retouch again after setting?
Why contour TWICE?

I could have just exclude powdering on my contour and blusher or just apply them later after powder....

The first contouring is to seep the colour into my base makeup and setting with powder do that.


Then the second time (retouch) is for the colour to show on better.
I do twice for my contour and blusher because these makeup are
easier and faster to fade. By doing this, it will make makeup stays on longer.

( It is a similar concept of applying the lipstick twice to make it last longer).

Another alternative is to apply cream blusher first, set with powder and follow with powder blusher, but cream blusher does not suit me.

So this is just my way of doing things... some may have different ideas and style...
To some people it may seem too much, but yeah, of course I need a lot of coverage for my acnes and scar.

Some may say that it is too cakey or whatever... but believe me, it’s NOT.
I never found my makeup to be cakey, or become messy at the end of the day.
Plus, I hardly need to retouch my face (probably just lips because I eat) but overall
these extra steps have made my makeup stay on longer and still presentable.










Wednesday, 25 August 2010

I am very grateful to You...

Alhamdulillah,
Akhirnya terjawab juga....
Dari akhir tahun 2009 hingga sekarang, selalu persoalkan,
"boleh ke dapat tempat kat sana"
"do you even deserve to go there"
It's a nightmare to answer those question...
and that what haunted me the whole time...

First,
I always push them back of my head... almost forgeting it,
bila papa mama tanya, buat bodoh... tanya lagi, buat macam amok, agitated
*sorry didn't mean to be a disrespectful daughter*

and focus more on my current college life...
Exam, social life?? yes... money prize? *on top my head*

bila dah tiba masanya nak fikir masa depan... panik...
tak tahu nak buat apa...
depan orang, ACT COOL.. *taiko kan...*
padahal, dalam hati hanya Allah saja tahu.

then, finally, He answer my prayer * other prayers too * ...
He give me an oppoturnity which never thought of...
a miracle... rezeki...

Alhamdulillah

PS: hehe... nothing... just too happy that I finally got a placement... what makes it a miracle is that it is Queen's University Belfast...
(It's my dream to go there, then crushed since I failed to get the interview)
but then, He knew better.

PSS: the scary part is that, I'm getting paranoid about what might happen in near future...
technical problem, accident? arrrgggghhhh....

Terima kasih kepada semua yang membantu,
termasuk juga kepada yang cuba menenangkan saya...

*special thanks to Rhoe and Hafiz*


Friday, 20 August 2010

Updated purple smokey eyes

I did a post about purple eyes look ( http://far-hanafeb-ruari.blogspot.com/2010/08/purple-eyes-look.html ) but I was not happy with the finished look due to the purple eyeshadow used lacking in intensity. So after I bought MAC eyeshadow in Parfait Amour I decide to redo this look and as you can see, the result is so much different.


Everything else was about the same but I review back the tutorial and I notice something else, which for me is much better. So I would just explain important feature.


Eyes :
I apply Painterly Paint Pot (obviously much better that Revlon Matte Eyeshadow) then follow with sheer and light application of taupe eyeshadow using a fluffy brush (blending brush). The taupe is applied no further than the crease. I did the same on the lower lashline.

Then I use MAC Parfait Amour (the exact eyeshadow in the tutorial) and apply it to slightly above the crease and blend into the skin and also on the lower lashline. The taupe will make MAC Parfait Amour more deep.

Okay, the lady that did the tutorial is a fair Caucasion, so MAC Parfait Amour on her will look deep compared to me. So to make the purple more deep I just apply and blend deeper purple shadow (from Rimmel Duo in Brit Cool) just up to the crease and also the lower lasline.

Then the same as previous post I blend some pink eyeshadow (Rimmel Brit Cool) on the inner corner of the eyes.

Then, black liner and eyeshadow on waterline and black mascara.


I decide to forgo blush for this look and just apply bronzer on the hollow of the cheeks.

Then I just highlighted the cheeks bone, brow bone and nose bridge using MAC FAFI Iridescent Powder in Verve-acious.


Lips :

In the tutorial actually the lips are glossy beige. So for me, I fill my lips with nude lipliner and mix two lipstick, Rimmel Moisture Renew in Nude Delight (beige nude) with Maybelline Pure Watershine in B24 (Nude Pink) and apply using brush.

So the final look is this dusty smokey purple eyes.